Here it is. Almost a year since I started this blog. As you can see it has been nearly a year since I've updated this beast.
What can I say?
Today is the anniversary of my Grandmother's death. I can't believe it has been a year.
Should I feel horrible that it hasn't been as hard as I thought it would be? I can't. I cry every now and again. I cried today. But I spent so long trying to hide from how scary it would be that when reality hit me in the face I realized that the worst was in my head.
I'm going to bring some bird seed to spread on her grave tonight. She loved feeding the animals.
I think she'll smile at that.
Ok, I'm going to go cry now. Shit.
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I can't believe it's been a year Ireney. It's okay to cry, I know that sounds weird coming from me, but it is. She will love the bird seed, what a sweet idea.
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